Today was not a good day. I mean, it started out ok, but I was late getting to eat breakfast. Mainly because I was distracted at work. Ok, I was talking, but still...It really didn't matter what I ate today and just couldn't get full. I know the lack of water played a portion in that, but I'm sure my stress level today didn't help either.
I'm an emotional eater and I eat when I am bored. I am so tired today. All the changes are weighing on me, but I'm not sorry. Well, not entirely. I may be feeling sorry for myself today. I worked and then ran errands all afternoon. It's 8:40 and this is the first I've sat down today. I went to pick up my step son from his mom so he could spend the weekend with us, and by the time I got home I really didn't even want to work out today. And, I drowned my stress in a fudge bar. Don't worry, it was still a weight watchers one and I really wanted to eat the entire box. I refrained. I put on my big girl panties and my running shoes and went for a walk. I only did a mile today, but I'm calling that success because all I really wanted to do was lie on the couch binge watching Pretty Little Liars on Netflix while shoving my face full of greasy, fatty foods.
Oh, I almost caved and bought a coke today. I was thisclose to pulling into the McDonald's drive thru. A divine intervention is the only was I can explain why I kept going straight rather than make that turn.
My attitude was really shitty once I realized I was having an off day. And that pretty much set the tone. I think I am heading to a hot shower and my bed. Praying that tomorrow will be a better day.
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